This seems to be the story of my life! My art is yet again going down the shitter due to my lack of motivation! Yaaaaay~
It doesn't bode too well despite the humour of it all, hence lack of submitted prettiness. I dunno what the hell to do to get that spark back, what does anyone do when they loose their creative juices? Looking at other people's stuff just is what I would normally do only I can't quite apply my ideas to paper and *sobs uncontrollably* ARRRGH!!!

Onto other things I have some big plans! Its fucking CHRISTMAS!! My house isn't even prepared or close~ LOL~ Today my mother and I are finally getting the tree and it's gunna look lovely once it's up; It'll start feeling more like Christmas... I think the main problem is that it seems Christmas happens to early where I live; Like the 25th of December isn't a good enough day; people want the day to come sooner! Perhaps its the same everywhere but I mean Halloween had barely begun and it was there about Christmas everyday up until it's gunna happen which i think takes the fun and joy out of it all, which sucks.
I'm not gunna get all religious but it is all about a kid's birthday who was born over 2000 years ago... and has apparently changed the world and the way we think... initially that's why we mere mortals wait for the fucking day because it was when he was born! Sadly for the commercials and all the others who think they are too important for the concept of time; waiting is an inconvenience!

[semi rant over***]

So Christmas usually means a lot of parties! I hope to get out to some of them because after this years events I could do with letting my hair down! Then after that is both mine and my boyfriend's birthday; I plan to do something very special for him but I'm not telling until I've done it! Hur hur!!!

I think when this year is over I will be much happier than I have been! I have plans to really kick off with my artwork and come closer to grasping that dream! On even better ups; I have a job to look forward to; it doesn't pay but it's doing something I know I'll love and better things will come from dedicating that free time that would otherwise be wasted doing nothing~